I tried not to eat sweet food and I tried to sleep early. Neither worked well. So I stayed up until 3.15 and prayed salat-al fajr, even though I am sick. I cough very much because of a cold or something and I have allergy so I sneeze all the time. My eye hurts and is very red. But I have prayed all my prayers at time. Alhamdolillah. I only sleep for 4-7 hours per night, and I felt tired yesterday. Today it is better. I do not take any medications except a mix of oliveoil and squeezed lemon before I sleep and also when I wake up. I feel better today and have also cleaned all the house while coughing. I feel much better.
The positive thing to wake up in the morning is that you do not feel like a total hypocrite. I felt much more when I prayed, and I could even cry a little bit, which is positive for me. I want to repent, but my sins keep hindering me. I have to stop that.
I also encourage my self to learn more surahs from the Qur'an together with my children to increase my iman. It is really good, but I have only learned one verse so far, because I am not sure about the other verser of surah al-fajr. In total I now know six verses from salat al-fajr by heart.
You can read more about it in my other blog.
The positive thing to wake up in the morning is that you do not feel like a total hypocrite. I felt much more when I prayed, and I could even cry a little bit, which is positive for me. I want to repent, but my sins keep hindering me. I have to stop that.
I also encourage my self to learn more surahs from the Qur'an together with my children to increase my iman. It is really good, but I have only learned one verse so far, because I am not sure about the other verser of surah al-fajr. In total I now know six verses from salat al-fajr by heart.
You can read more about it in my other blog.
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